Slack wed

I made my way to rp to fetch nicole after school. took bus to sengkang with joseph haha thank god he was there or I would've gotten lost, really I've never been to sengkang in my whole entire life. So got there and waited for her, then we went to eat and find heather. Time seemed to pass fast today, we like totally had fun taking ugly photos!

I have a big, big craving for joo chiat wan ton meeeeee

It's rude

I was too tired to even play taiti. fuckin taiti.

but at least it was hello nicole and heather.

school was fine today, submit portfolio, do egg holder, off we went to joo chiat.

my fucked up attitude's back. I guess I've tolerated too much. back to 0% patience

Automata is a killer
thx jo-ass for accompanying me

I have chillz down my backbone.
Im so lazy to redo my drawings.. Mr tay please give me a pass I'm really trying.. on the inside haha
Anw, today was a god-is-testing-my-patience day. no, really. or maybe its just the Automata, but I'm quite sure it's not neither so it's both. okay what the heck all I blog about is school and projects but thats all that has been going on most of the time




Eurgh

Saturday was fun. I'm damn broke.
And I cant wake grace up hahaha
today I woke up early, cause I suddenly thought of all the projs I have to complete. oh wow looks like stress is building up like fuck.

anw, support http://ddf-line.blogspot.com
love you azzwipez!

yo whats up
friday night spent at classic
and not doing any work

awesome

I dont give a flying.. I dont give a flying.. I dont give a flying fuck!

splitting headache, left hand muscle strain, right hand strained as well, deep cut on left thumb, I experience sudden knock outs (sleep)
&
I've messed so many things up


So fuckin tired
Good night.

I feel like as though I no longer have time to think about random things cause all that's going on in my brain now are projects -- ideas execution composition colours more ideas improvement seriously, Idk when's the last time I had time to sit, stone, watch; like how I've been doing for the past 16 years. Keyco uh my life now. no time to check my phone either but ouh well I never pick up calls anyway

today is one of the rare, occasional days that I get to meet Nic & Hther on a weekday. Its been like 2-3 weeks since this happened already, and hell yeah it feels awkward we used to go down to heather's shop every alternate day probably?. I suddenly miss the char kway teow

Its like I wana help you cuz I dont want you to go down this road and especially not alone but I can't find time nor words to do anything, and these aren't fuckin excuses

btw, I can tell that people find that I always use excuses now, but that ain't the case, believe me or not, I don't give a shizzz, not anymore
cause life is just this hard

I think my appetite's back, Thou one week of no proper meals saved me some cash
I hate how I don't ever seem to get enough sleep

and paper automata, it's outrageous. I still don't get how it works.

magazine cutouts are driving me nuts, it's that damn difficult to construct a 4x4cm square using just a god damn metal ruler



You gotta watch the way you talkin to me, yo

Since Joseph reads my blog everyday in his chamber, Hi. I shall blogz. This is what's disturbing me: Paper automata I dont get no shiz bout that proj, how it works, how everything. and the egg drop test. okay basically all the projs I have and the very little time left to complete em. I rly cant wait for the holidays. I need free time to relax and do the many things I've been wanting to.. so much for "go to poly ah poly like honeymoon"
anywayoz Im doing the magazine cut out proj now, it sucks big time. I've cut three squares with no geometric shapes in em yet and I got hungry. Nice

I haven't been sleeping well for the past few days due to project chiongingz so yeah, I've been extra moody and extra extra extra short tempered. what the hell's going on man. okay back to cutting out 4x4cm squares from my Juice magazines

Straightforward

1 no one understands my workload
2 I lose my patience every 0.3 secs now
3 you don't even call me anymore?
4 how do you achieve something so hard to do when you yourself is half-hearted about it
5 a lot has changed, many things regretted.

I dont wana look back. at all.

6 how I wish I could change things
7 If I can guess the reason, I'd like to apologize and tell you that I still remember you being there for me

So, let's have something come take me away forever, shan't we?

a lotta girls are sexy, but you don't wna use it you can keep me up on the phone all night


ajak me go out leh

I m ambitious


ermsk i think im falling ill cuz like, my brain juices have been overworked for the past few days. my brain is jammed now, cant think of what to draw for subrina's projz lohz, then like yeah lohz, armani xchange got sale lohz but likez still too poor lohz. Idk whats going on with my life now, everything seems to be going at a frickin fast pace. I dont have time to stop, realise, think even. so
a-n-noy-ing
its gona last for 50 years

Its been 5 days since I met nicole, record siak!

yeah projs are drowning me man.. as long as it doesnt go to the limit of taking away my already pathetic social life I'm fine with it. oh, first thing design school teaches you: learn to stay up every night doing projects. get used to not sleeping. no, seriously. I need a cigarette.

DONE WITH EVERYTHING, DIE FOR NOTHING!

WASSUPPPPPP no one


projs......
need
more
coke
light.

So mom, can I have my life back now?
nah I think I still gotta wait

If I was a guy I'd be a dreamy one (facebook quiz) Makes me sound so hot. too bad I've got a vgina flower draws you in
haha I hate art history it's so dirty

Happy n satisfied

I believe I've grown fatter over the hols, yeah man thats the way


Im gona finish up painting my shizz for the proj due wed so that tmr night I can watch desperate housewives and eat even more and nua on my couch like a bloody bitch. sounds like fun

What u want la leon

Leon tan's a blog stalker

SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW!
which means that 2 of my undone assignments are also due tomorrow


Yesterday was it. It was officially the saddest saturday for nicole and I. hahaha

Okay last

Im sorry but Im really feeling damn fucking down now. When will the day come that I stop making stupid mistakes and erm lets see, do things right for once. fml la seriously fuck it. Im gona train my feelings (haha) and just let things go when it happens. like Immediately. seriously. I hate the feeling of losing a friend, okay, I fucking hate it.

Okay done being emo. I've let it all out

Three cheers for Akinso

I will stop posting emo posts


I went cycling with nicole and syahir today. Last minute plan and syahir is nice cause he buys ciggies for me and plays taiti in a very friendly way. Im not gona forget what nicole said just now hahaha come come we sit play cards! there there! k it was funny just now
Im broke and I just asked my daddy for allowance hehehh I feel so bad somehow. I need to save! Maybe when Nicole is officially working back at ph I'll find myself a saturday job as well.
I went to the mng sale at parkway just now with my mum and sis and my mum bought me 2 bags. one of which I'd be using for school cause it fits A3 haha a bit big ah but who cares I blame the fact that my bones just dont wana stretch (if that's what happens)

Okay back to assignments. SIBEI SIAN AH! hahaha

"I don't bear grudges.. cause life's too short."
-Some guy in some show


I'll never forget that phrase.



Let it go.

Tomorrow's the day
I can't explain how I feel right now
the feeling sucks, obviously. and apparently so does my english

I just want it to all be over, and for everyone to forget it

I feel the "I'm turning lesbian" thing now cause my perception of certain guys just changed. and it's not for the better. okay the lesbian part is not gona happen seriously.

I'm going through so much pain painting. See, there's pain in paint. If I get graded a C for this museum review project I will do drugs cause "ain't got nothing worth living sucha clean life for anymore anyway"