In my world,

everyone has the ability to read minds. that way, we don't feel the pressure of having to say something we have to but do not wish to.

This is the final resistance

the next thing I should get is a Hello kitty mouse for my mac

my mom doesn't wana pay for my shopping!!!! not till next month at least.... :(

no clothes to wear already!

first week of school over and boy, it was hell. my face - completely shag, my mood - completely intimidating, I was so pissy alice didn't dare to hug me till workshop class today haha funny shiz, I guess I do look fierce sometimes. and that, my friends, is the only thing I like about my face.

farewell.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT WE NEED?

we need another outbreak of swine flu. I can't bear to part with my holidays

The last few days were fine, friday was nicole's surprise party. It turned out fine. this party better be one she never forgets. I learned mahjong against my own will. beginner's luck was like crazy. was damn tired, I played till 5+ then ko on her couch hahah. thennn we cleared up n I slept on her bed at 7+, till 12. went home, bathed n out again. saturday ehh. Hah we went shopping n then to classic.
I can't go out today...... sighz cause school starts tomorrow
but!
Im ordering my macbook today n my parents are going overseas next weekend yay yay yay yay yay time to start being nice to my sisters so they wont tell on me if I go out late.

Gahhhh school starts at 9 tomorrow morning.

no more waking up to a big craving for fei fei wan ton mee n calling up my friends to go eat anymore.

-POUT

baby dont worry, you are my only
you won't be lonely
even if the sky is falling down (it doesnt make sense)
I feel gay now but it's so sweet!
k I am officially weird


Anw I want COBHC in ink.

school's starting fml

Busybeeeeeee
Gna play xbox tmr hehe

I had some random thought during my shower, it's like most people say that looks don't matter, but since when did it ever happen that way?

My mp3 is still as it is... dead n gone. if only I was rich. I'd get myself the cowon s9 n my macbook pro and start downloading all my music again... cause apparently Im stuck with only 2 albums now
-Pout of my life

I really wonder how it'd be like when school starts... no more Heather n Nicole and our do rae me nonsense (most probably)

On a lighter note there's durian cake in my fridge n this cake owns man

Push me to my limits

I feel good, I actually remember to tone my face n apply moisturizer every night. supposed to do it in the day too but I always forget. well, big accomplishment anyway.

I don't want school to start
I want everything to be as it is now. woah wait long long.
Bye I'm just bored n waiting for my hair to dry cause I don't do blowdrys

maybe school shouldn't start so soon......

You used to have no balls.
Now you just think that you're the fckin best.

2 words: locked out
blame: sister

I kinda love the holidays -- other than my curfew n money issues all's good.....
though I am still unclear of certain things. Sigh


Oh well back to having fun

This ultimately made my day

This is our chance to see the world as it is

A week/or two

Last Wed I went out with aaron. We watched year 1 n had subway fo' dinner. Lollipop kiaz I haven't eaten mine yet yknow. K then I went to meet heather cause.... I dont know. On Friday I finally met Syah after so long. Heather, he n I went to geylang serai n I think I shouldn't have gotten the ramly burger, cuz I only had two bites of it. Sucha waste I'm sorry ramly blame the size of my stomach. Saturday was as usual, met jeremy n leon n robin, hung around with them for a while then off to suntec to meet nicole., we flew off to pp to get her shoes. Sunday was family day, had jap food, again. But this time my sis n I shared like charcoal grilled asparagus wrapped in bacon, cheese wrapped in bacon (power to the fucking max) n meatballs, n sushi. best meal I've ever had at this charcoal grilled fuck jap place. Im still thinking about the cheese wrapped in bacon. I'll go back for more. Today we went to some country club at yishun to play pool, nicole, adrian her funny friend who looks like melanie, and I. we played for 2+ hours. had shaker fries after n took 854 all the way back to kembangan, managed to catch the last 42 home. Oh did I mention that my laptop is buay sai, fucked up n should be thrown out the window? Yeah the screen's not working. It hates me. Im using my sister's mac in the dark n I think she can't sleep so Ima go off soon. Have I also mentioned that I can't sleep nowadays n as a result I'm always up watching tv n snacking like it's nobody's business? yeah that's what's been going on so please try to notice if I've gained weight thank you n love you all. Btw, I miss class vc0901, I miss school! n that's a motherfucking first! in my whole entire life! I think my mom's begining to be suspicious but amazed at the fact that I go to school with no complains, it's like a complete opposite from secondary n maybe primary school haha she asked me if I was enjoying what I'm doing in poly with a very very worried face. Funny.... guess I'm finally settling down on doing something!

Hueh

Baybeats was a disaster, it was even worse than I expected. small sweaty chinese boys with ah beng faces n emo tees. nothing like the first baybeats I had. However I managed to mosh to some phillipino rock band (somebody K I L L M E N O W how could I have been so lame) to get a couple of scratches, aching arms, jeans n shoes covered in mud.
Yesterday we went back to Kc at 9 in the fucking morning. I slept for 4 hrs (n I thought sleeping for less than 6 hrs only happened during school days) -- I stoned at the coffeeshop while they ate. So there was Nicole, Heather, Celeste, Dawn n I. Played buffet at classic after, left for dinner, came back n met Ili. Got caught for smokin outside classic n I pretty much hope I get my hands on that letter before my parents do. If I fail to do so, .... goodbye social life.

Oh, I slept for 12 hrs last night (Y)(L)

I have no fucking clothes to wear. Idk but somehow I just don't fancy wearing the same thing twice. something's wrong with me.

Anw, Wii was a nightmare. It's so difficult to play! haha esp the resident evil wah lauuuuu I was so scared lah. and btw, I was actually expecting it to be like house of the dead, with the guns n stuff. I was made not to love these kinda things I guess, but apparently I am very much like a boy in other ways. I think I am addicted to playing pool although you all know I can't play well. This is why I don't wana learn mahjong.

I want new music, music that can blow my mind. the Norther album I downloaded is a disappointment... I guess the "ex-children of bodom guitarist" part I read raised my expectations. I have so many things to do but yet I never fail to forget to do em. Everyday. Tell me what's going wrong again?

Oh yeah, I painted my nails black. I feel grossed out by myself but at the same time, I kinda like it cause it's so black n it smells nice hehehe
Ok back to worrying about what I'm gna wear tomorrow, sunday, monday n the rest of my life goodbye

Fuck off, Wan. why are you a follower on my blog! hah

Im kinda excited for tomorrow, I am excited for Wii -- house of the dead of course. can play n die n play n die till I get it right.
I like how my holidays are going, but not how my cash is flying. my parents are pretty much pissed off at me for not coming home on time but fuck it, I want my fucking holiday thank you very much. so there goes the cashline, I am officially broke, like ttm of the max of the max. Oh ya, my holidays are spent with nicole, heather, my beloved classmates. we do pretty much nothing. but I like spending my days doing nothing. can't wait for the day I get to drink at an expensive pub.... woahhhh cheh

okay bye mofos hehe

I want some n-nut-t-t-t-te-lla-a-a-a

haha hooked. ever since I realised my mom actually buys nutella I've been having it for breakfast n supper almost everyday. trans fat building building building

woah woah woah my hols are really, finally, officially here!!1! I can nua at home n watch movies n everything now. no projects for (close to) 2 months, that's a damn bloody good feeling. n so the semester passed kinda quickly, my grades are so-so only, hopefully I buck up on my work soon. just feels damn good to be free again hehehehe Im going crazy

Ima stick to the stuff I wanted to do in my free time, + these:
either get a job or eat less
do everything I ever wanted to my wardrobe (don't quite see this happening thou)
buy a huge chest to store more clothes
buy another huge chest to store my projects n A2 boards

this calls for........ a trip to Ikea!

if only my parents allowed me to go overseas with friends lks2nfue3msuensl38nfskd

Fucking sick n tired of all these bullshit

What's the point of making an effort?
What's the point of believing?


What's the point of everything