I have no fucking clothes to wear. Idk but somehow I just don't fancy wearing the same thing twice. something's wrong with me.

Anw, Wii was a nightmare. It's so difficult to play! haha esp the resident evil wah lauuuuu I was so scared lah. and btw, I was actually expecting it to be like house of the dead, with the guns n stuff. I was made not to love these kinda things I guess, but apparently I am very much like a boy in other ways. I think I am addicted to playing pool although you all know I can't play well. This is why I don't wana learn mahjong.

I want new music, music that can blow my mind. the Norther album I downloaded is a disappointment... I guess the "ex-children of bodom guitarist" part I read raised my expectations. I have so many things to do but yet I never fail to forget to do em. Everyday. Tell me what's going wrong again?

Oh yeah, I painted my nails black. I feel grossed out by myself but at the same time, I kinda like it cause it's so black n it smells nice hehehe
Ok back to worrying about what I'm gna wear tomorrow, sunday, monday n the rest of my life goodbye

Fuck off, Wan. why are you a follower on my blog! hah

Im kinda excited for tomorrow, I am excited for Wii -- house of the dead of course. can play n die n play n die till I get it right.
I like how my holidays are going, but not how my cash is flying. my parents are pretty much pissed off at me for not coming home on time but fuck it, I want my fucking holiday thank you very much. so there goes the cashline, I am officially broke, like ttm of the max of the max. Oh ya, my holidays are spent with nicole, heather, my beloved classmates. we do pretty much nothing. but I like spending my days doing nothing. can't wait for the day I get to drink at an expensive pub.... woahhhh cheh

okay bye mofos hehe

I want some n-nut-t-t-t-te-lla-a-a-a

haha hooked. ever since I realised my mom actually buys nutella I've been having it for breakfast n supper almost everyday. trans fat building building building

woah woah woah my hols are really, finally, officially here!!1! I can nua at home n watch movies n everything now. no projects for (close to) 2 months, that's a damn bloody good feeling. n so the semester passed kinda quickly, my grades are so-so only, hopefully I buck up on my work soon. just feels damn good to be free again hehehehe Im going crazy

Ima stick to the stuff I wanted to do in my free time, + these:
either get a job or eat less
do everything I ever wanted to my wardrobe (don't quite see this happening thou)
buy a huge chest to store more clothes
buy another huge chest to store my projects n A2 boards

this calls for........ a trip to Ikea!

if only my parents allowed me to go overseas with friends lks2nfue3msuensl38nfskd

Fucking sick n tired of all these bullshit

What's the point of making an effort?
What's the point of believing?


What's the point of everything

The problem is................................

beluekz

final proj for this sem, Ima force myself to do well fo this one to pull up my grades

gotta buck up on my work next sem

as for now all I need is a real holiday.

YesterRandomday

We all went to school without knowing if there was drawing class.
Waited n waited n waited in school for about 3 hrs doing nothing
then we finally headed off to Haji
I bought waffle in school
the lady fans the waffle before putting the spread
Syah n I took bus 162 for the second time
Apparently it was the same driver as the day before
I think he got dejavu
cause he look at us one kind
Novena onward jam like hell
We stop at orchard to change bus
random thought: we walk to bugis
Sui, we walked to dohby, pit stop
then we continued walking.............
then we saw bus 7. Syah: RUN!
we both ran for the bus when we actually wanted to walk
Got on bus 7, halfway thru I noticed a buff guy infront of me holding a pair of baby crocs
We laughed like fuck n Idk how it's funny either
Then Syah said that he thought that I was gna talk about some fat lady poledancing cause she was hugging the pole
random sia that kid
Then, met them at haji. whole group split.
4 of us went fo shisha, some shopping, the rest Zamzam
as fo Shisha, random. We open the window like our house. we on the tv n switch switch channel like our house. we open the drawers all n took the cards inside. n we played snap. the things we did were damn random, jovin n her sex pose n her cup of water that dropped.
We wanted to run cause no one was attending to us
but syah......was too kind. so we payed before gg off.
Then syah jovin n I went to bugis st, looking for a vest fr syah
then we went home.

yest yest, played pool after sch w leon, robin n amos
the rest of em played bowling
happening sia haha
at marina sq after sch.
thats about it. my post damn long.

I don't know if you've been lying to me recently, but all I've gotta say is: I shouldn't have bothered, and ain't gona, not anymore

I'm changing my fb name to Judas and I dont care if it's a guy's name. anw Judas is the name of a fallen angel and now he serves satan (I think) hehaho
Today I knocked out in the bus (what's new) but I really wasn't expecting it. Wish I could have more sleep....... my mom's been giving me this yomeishu drink every night and the taste sucks but when it goes down your throat it feels like vodka. Ummm so it generally tastes like chinese herbal vodka. it sucks and it's not my fault I'm "pale", I'm just not getting enough sleep and how can I even be considered "pale" I am coloured to the maxxxxx

Patience...I'll get my holiday soon. I am considering on getting a job but I don't wana waste my well-deserved (haha) holiday working... Idk . Off to do my packaging design piece'a card. Blue foam is so not my thing and the batik painting... let's just say that I really hope that I give all the patience in the world doing it n not suffer a mental breakdown. which I predict I will. Projects are sucking life outta me man. I have even worse panda eyes now. not good .

Suddenly my mood changed haha I feel normal

Anw, list of things to do tonight
1) blue foam marking
2) packaging
I'd most probably do none cause all I feel like doing now is watch desperate housewives and sleep.

List of things to accomplish during hols
1) dh s5 marathon at home
2) drink (its been a while, really)
3) alter my pile of clothes
4) go to the park
5) explore opera estate haha don't ask why cuz Idk either

these few days all I have been wishing for is time to just chill, like as though I'm in desperate need for it. well maybe I am. maybe I'm just not used to handling this much work. man, it's like everyday there's something to rush. kinda miss the times when all I did was stone at tpy with wan, or at senior w nicole &co., now that's what I'm talkin about. super carefree, don't give two fucks about anything, smoke contraband like there's no tomorrow. that was the fuckin best part balls! hehaheaaaaaa it's gone. now I'm always busy. daaaaaam'n

Damn fucking pissed off. I just need my cigarettes and some time outside but no, ain't getting any.
why is my life so fucked up and why can't anything go my fucking way!?!??!?!?! fuck you la god

Fall for you

Classic + Summer frost
Since converse doesn't carry my size for the pair of shoes I want, I should get Ed hardy! but still considering.. bo lui ah!
Went shopping today n Im kinda satisfied
Today we talked about our dream guys. My criteria like change alr haha but what stays the same is the fact that they are impossible to find - close to non-existant. dreaming only sia we all. happily.
and Btw, my musicnI poster, complete failure. suan wo zhe ci suay. hopefully she overlooks the fact that I didn't crop properly and gives me a pass and doesn't shoot me and force me to talk back like how I used to do in sec school.

Prince charming. sounds farmiliar?

Hi we are at heather's shop! summer frost for lifex
I'm exceptionally happy today

Today I met up with leon n co., wanted to do our work but you know, it failed, sorta. when we settled down it was time to meet nicole, "I have commitments" hahaha yeah, saw Arshu for a while. Summer frost our lepak place sia. Okay we're leaving soon for classic. Heather's leaving her workplace to come with us. awesome. I'm so happy wtf like some gaybitch. Hyper ape!

Still darn lazy

So a gentle reminder to myself of what's left before I can breathe again:
1) Studio project
2) Batik painting
3) Design methodology
4) Packaging - vacuum forming and card, gotta buy pvc
5) Blue foam book holder


In a week or so it'd be one sem done. what made my day today is Mr tay telling me he isn't gona fail me for drawing class. Pathetic hahahaha

So darn lazy

Congratulations Tingyi, you are now down with H1N1, have a good life in hell


nah just kidding it's just a germy cold whereby I sneeze like crazy and my nose tap never runs out. neither does it turn off.
I just hope no migraine follows cuz thats what happened to syah and wanee. fuck migraines they eat brains

Up is out bitches!

I (am not supposed to) have time to blog

I need to rant. my eyelids are heavy cause I only slept for an hour and a half this morning and god knows if I'd even be able to get any sleep tonight. I gotta see Sub tomorrow morning at 930 with my work done and I've not even started. I think I'll just attempt to draw it out and pray that she gets it. FML
no, seriously

It only gets tougher =
More cigarettes, diet coke.. that's all I need actually.

Something wild

Broke shit (when will I ever be rich)

Watched hangover on sat w leon and jeremy. met nicole and deborah for dinner, sums up my saturday. Today, I went for dinner with my parents at Sizzler and my mum was pissed shit cause they kinda like forced her to order a set meal when she didn't want to eat. I wanted to get my leather shoes (not a big deal) but the shop closed down. It's back to school tomorrow and you wouldn't wana hear me whine about the amount of projects due and left undone. my brain doesn't seem to function anymore, it only does when it wants to, and that's when I contribute good ideas, or otherwise (in Subna's words) "Focused" & the explanation: I have a feeling she googles her name during her free time. most people do it anyway and it's weird. So farewell, I've had my satisfactory weekend break, this week I'll be back to my normal "Hi what you up to" "Proj ttyl" mode.


"Your eyes are full of hate,
of course they are.
That's good.
Hate eats a man alive;
it gives him strength."

Alexi Laiho

PISSED TO THE CORE OF MY IMAGINARY BALLS

WHEN I TOLD YOU THAT I WON'T GET INTO ANYMORE TROUBLE,
I MEANT IT.