maybe school shouldn't start so soon......

You used to have no balls.
Now you just think that you're the fckin best.

2 words: locked out
blame: sister

I kinda love the holidays -- other than my curfew n money issues all's good.....
though I am still unclear of certain things. Sigh


Oh well back to having fun

This ultimately made my day

This is our chance to see the world as it is

A week/or two

Last Wed I went out with aaron. We watched year 1 n had subway fo' dinner. Lollipop kiaz I haven't eaten mine yet yknow. K then I went to meet heather cause.... I dont know. On Friday I finally met Syah after so long. Heather, he n I went to geylang serai n I think I shouldn't have gotten the ramly burger, cuz I only had two bites of it. Sucha waste I'm sorry ramly blame the size of my stomach. Saturday was as usual, met jeremy n leon n robin, hung around with them for a while then off to suntec to meet nicole., we flew off to pp to get her shoes. Sunday was family day, had jap food, again. But this time my sis n I shared like charcoal grilled asparagus wrapped in bacon, cheese wrapped in bacon (power to the fucking max) n meatballs, n sushi. best meal I've ever had at this charcoal grilled fuck jap place. Im still thinking about the cheese wrapped in bacon. I'll go back for more. Today we went to some country club at yishun to play pool, nicole, adrian her funny friend who looks like melanie, and I. we played for 2+ hours. had shaker fries after n took 854 all the way back to kembangan, managed to catch the last 42 home. Oh did I mention that my laptop is buay sai, fucked up n should be thrown out the window? Yeah the screen's not working. It hates me. Im using my sister's mac in the dark n I think she can't sleep so Ima go off soon. Have I also mentioned that I can't sleep nowadays n as a result I'm always up watching tv n snacking like it's nobody's business? yeah that's what's been going on so please try to notice if I've gained weight thank you n love you all. Btw, I miss class vc0901, I miss school! n that's a motherfucking first! in my whole entire life! I think my mom's begining to be suspicious but amazed at the fact that I go to school with no complains, it's like a complete opposite from secondary n maybe primary school haha she asked me if I was enjoying what I'm doing in poly with a very very worried face. Funny.... guess I'm finally settling down on doing something!

Hueh

Baybeats was a disaster, it was even worse than I expected. small sweaty chinese boys with ah beng faces n emo tees. nothing like the first baybeats I had. However I managed to mosh to some phillipino rock band (somebody K I L L M E N O W how could I have been so lame) to get a couple of scratches, aching arms, jeans n shoes covered in mud.
Yesterday we went back to Kc at 9 in the fucking morning. I slept for 4 hrs (n I thought sleeping for less than 6 hrs only happened during school days) -- I stoned at the coffeeshop while they ate. So there was Nicole, Heather, Celeste, Dawn n I. Played buffet at classic after, left for dinner, came back n met Ili. Got caught for smokin outside classic n I pretty much hope I get my hands on that letter before my parents do. If I fail to do so, .... goodbye social life.

Oh, I slept for 12 hrs last night (Y)(L)

I have no fucking clothes to wear. Idk but somehow I just don't fancy wearing the same thing twice. something's wrong with me.

Anw, Wii was a nightmare. It's so difficult to play! haha esp the resident evil wah lauuuuu I was so scared lah. and btw, I was actually expecting it to be like house of the dead, with the guns n stuff. I was made not to love these kinda things I guess, but apparently I am very much like a boy in other ways. I think I am addicted to playing pool although you all know I can't play well. This is why I don't wana learn mahjong.

I want new music, music that can blow my mind. the Norther album I downloaded is a disappointment... I guess the "ex-children of bodom guitarist" part I read raised my expectations. I have so many things to do but yet I never fail to forget to do em. Everyday. Tell me what's going wrong again?

Oh yeah, I painted my nails black. I feel grossed out by myself but at the same time, I kinda like it cause it's so black n it smells nice hehehe
Ok back to worrying about what I'm gna wear tomorrow, sunday, monday n the rest of my life goodbye

Fuck off, Wan. why are you a follower on my blog! hah

Im kinda excited for tomorrow, I am excited for Wii -- house of the dead of course. can play n die n play n die till I get it right.
I like how my holidays are going, but not how my cash is flying. my parents are pretty much pissed off at me for not coming home on time but fuck it, I want my fucking holiday thank you very much. so there goes the cashline, I am officially broke, like ttm of the max of the max. Oh ya, my holidays are spent with nicole, heather, my beloved classmates. we do pretty much nothing. but I like spending my days doing nothing. can't wait for the day I get to drink at an expensive pub.... woahhhh cheh

okay bye mofos hehe

I want some n-nut-t-t-t-te-lla-a-a-a

haha hooked. ever since I realised my mom actually buys nutella I've been having it for breakfast n supper almost everyday. trans fat building building building

woah woah woah my hols are really, finally, officially here!!1! I can nua at home n watch movies n everything now. no projects for (close to) 2 months, that's a damn bloody good feeling. n so the semester passed kinda quickly, my grades are so-so only, hopefully I buck up on my work soon. just feels damn good to be free again hehehehe Im going crazy

Ima stick to the stuff I wanted to do in my free time, + these:
either get a job or eat less
do everything I ever wanted to my wardrobe (don't quite see this happening thou)
buy a huge chest to store more clothes
buy another huge chest to store my projects n A2 boards

this calls for........ a trip to Ikea!

if only my parents allowed me to go overseas with friends lks2nfue3msuensl38nfskd

Fucking sick n tired of all these bullshit

What's the point of making an effort?
What's the point of believing?


What's the point of everything

The problem is................................

beluekz

final proj for this sem, Ima force myself to do well fo this one to pull up my grades

gotta buck up on my work next sem

as for now all I need is a real holiday.

YesterRandomday

We all went to school without knowing if there was drawing class.
Waited n waited n waited in school for about 3 hrs doing nothing
then we finally headed off to Haji
I bought waffle in school
the lady fans the waffle before putting the spread
Syah n I took bus 162 for the second time
Apparently it was the same driver as the day before
I think he got dejavu
cause he look at us one kind
Novena onward jam like hell
We stop at orchard to change bus
random thought: we walk to bugis
Sui, we walked to dohby, pit stop
then we continued walking.............
then we saw bus 7. Syah: RUN!
we both ran for the bus when we actually wanted to walk
Got on bus 7, halfway thru I noticed a buff guy infront of me holding a pair of baby crocs
We laughed like fuck n Idk how it's funny either
Then Syah said that he thought that I was gna talk about some fat lady poledancing cause she was hugging the pole
random sia that kid
Then, met them at haji. whole group split.
4 of us went fo shisha, some shopping, the rest Zamzam
as fo Shisha, random. We open the window like our house. we on the tv n switch switch channel like our house. we open the drawers all n took the cards inside. n we played snap. the things we did were damn random, jovin n her sex pose n her cup of water that dropped.
We wanted to run cause no one was attending to us
but syah......was too kind. so we payed before gg off.
Then syah jovin n I went to bugis st, looking for a vest fr syah
then we went home.

yest yest, played pool after sch w leon, robin n amos
the rest of em played bowling
happening sia haha
at marina sq after sch.
thats about it. my post damn long.

I don't know if you've been lying to me recently, but all I've gotta say is: I shouldn't have bothered, and ain't gona, not anymore

I'm changing my fb name to Judas and I dont care if it's a guy's name. anw Judas is the name of a fallen angel and now he serves satan (I think) hehaho
Today I knocked out in the bus (what's new) but I really wasn't expecting it. Wish I could have more sleep....... my mom's been giving me this yomeishu drink every night and the taste sucks but when it goes down your throat it feels like vodka. Ummm so it generally tastes like chinese herbal vodka. it sucks and it's not my fault I'm "pale", I'm just not getting enough sleep and how can I even be considered "pale" I am coloured to the maxxxxx

Patience...I'll get my holiday soon. I am considering on getting a job but I don't wana waste my well-deserved (haha) holiday working... Idk . Off to do my packaging design piece'a card. Blue foam is so not my thing and the batik painting... let's just say that I really hope that I give all the patience in the world doing it n not suffer a mental breakdown. which I predict I will. Projects are sucking life outta me man. I have even worse panda eyes now. not good .

Suddenly my mood changed haha I feel normal

Anw, list of things to do tonight
1) blue foam marking
2) packaging
I'd most probably do none cause all I feel like doing now is watch desperate housewives and sleep.

List of things to accomplish during hols
1) dh s5 marathon at home
2) drink (its been a while, really)
3) alter my pile of clothes
4) go to the park
5) explore opera estate haha don't ask why cuz Idk either

these few days all I have been wishing for is time to just chill, like as though I'm in desperate need for it. well maybe I am. maybe I'm just not used to handling this much work. man, it's like everyday there's something to rush. kinda miss the times when all I did was stone at tpy with wan, or at senior w nicole &co., now that's what I'm talkin about. super carefree, don't give two fucks about anything, smoke contraband like there's no tomorrow. that was the fuckin best part balls! hehaheaaaaaa it's gone. now I'm always busy. daaaaaam'n